First love: Unforgettable episode

Every single person has experienced love and the definition of love is different for different individuals. But love is important and every human being wants to be truly loved.

First love is intense, memorable and passionate.So memorable that it casts a shadow on relationships for ever afterwards. First love is the one that you truely have feelings for.One person that you will never forget, their love will leave an imprint on your heart that will be forever.First love will be the one who will be the hardest to get over ,may be at times you can never get over and his thoughts will be suppressed somewhere deep inside your heart . It is that one thing that will still make you smile even when you are having the worst day of your life and who after parting will still make you love them. First love never leaves.


But do you ever totally forget your first love?

My answer will be ‘No’. (People might have different opinions about it).

The reason first love is so compelling to experience or in fact to read in the form of stories is because there is something so powerful about a young love experience. Is it because it happens when our hearts are still innocent and pure — before that first inevitable heartbreak?

It is true that we tend to get even more sentimental as we age, especially about memories of long ago. Very few people tend to settle with their first love and that people is so exciting and good that only a person who has experienced it can relate. On the other hand staying with the memories of  an unfinished love keeps some allure for many years but its painful too.



[Note: After a long gap , I am again back on wordpress writing and sharing my thoughts with my dear friends. I will be really obliged to get comments or opinions  on this post . Its like getting the ‘feel of wordpressing’ back and interacting with you people.]


Journey to a safe Heaven : Remember me


“A year from now you will wish you had started today”.

Love is inevitable. Time changes, life will change but the love for  your dear ones remain the same.This was a letter written by a wife to her ex- husband when she was fighting for her life in a hospital.

Dear Mathew,

Hope you are fine and doing good in life.

It has been a long time since we took the decision of mutually separating. But even today I think about you and want you back.  In these years, I have come across many people but none could match you . Still the thought of you gives butterflies in my stomach . After so many years , I wait for your call or may be a text – but it seems you have moved on . Now when I look back , I find it so silly for us to take such a decision when matters could have been handled maturely. Things could have been sorted. I know life does not stop for anyone but you know our love was strong enough to fight against time. Today I realize these were those vague assumptions which every girl like me thinks of when she is in love with the man of her life. 

In the last few months of my life , I just want to say that I still love you and that no one could ever take your place in my life.

God bless you.

Best wishes with love , 


Change can come in many forms in our lives. It might come forcefully like a tidal wave, or creep along incrementally like a glacier. It might come in the form of devastating tragedy, difficult choices, broken relationships, or even new opportunities.

Many times, the only way to improve our lives is to force ourselves to undergo difficult change. That might mean breaking up and leaving a stale – but comfortable – relationship, leaving a mediocre – but stable – job, moving away from a nice – but uninspiring – location, or anything else that is holding us back from accomplishing our dreams.

But yes, dealing with uninvited change in our lives is often difficult and painful. Some day, after we have mastered the winds and the waves, the tides and gravity, we will harness the energies of love. All our years we have been strong fighting all the obstacles. But when we know that our life is coming to an end , that is when we want the most loved person to be with us so that we can peacefully take our last breathe.

29th June, ’15.



Just another day has passed without me seeing your beautiful smile. A day left for your birthday and it is so painful to think that the person I love is away from me and if I could do anything about it , I would. I know there is a great amount of distance between us but we are capable of making it work.  As the days go , I stop and think about the good times . Things may be difficult right now but without you I would never make it through. 
Thank you for always being there for me . Hope you have a great time on your birthday.   Loads of love.